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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 14:57:14 GMT

I'VE MOVED.

http://rantrandomly.livejournal.com
so there.
bye bye here!

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Thu, 31 May 2007 06:18:30 GMT

MY HEART IS BREAKING APART.
LIKE NOW NOW NOWWWWW.
OMGOSH. I HATE HATE HATE THAT WORD.
WHY WHY WHY?! WHO IS SHE?! WHO IS THE P-WORD?!!?
OMGOSH.
YOU WON'T SAY ANYTHING!!
<3 BROKEN.
BROKEN BROKEN BROKEN.

HEART BROKEN.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wed, 30 May 2007 14:38:48 GMT

i shall keep this brief,
i had math lecture and the most horriblest bus ride of my life.
i think i have an aversion to buses now even though i have concession.

kelly has a ship shaped house. interesting.
and i like his tv cos it has korean tv channels.
i like mahjongg.
played it today.
even though i wa sthe overall loser with 240 in chips.
still love it.

i want i want i want.

7alphabets, 7 words.
I L Y B I H Y.
i am one helluva confused girl.

toodles.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Sun, 27 May 2007 14:34:48 GMT

today is like, a happysad day?

hahaha.
had 200 for 2nd allcomers today.
was happy with my timing.
0.01 off my pb.. haha.
but aristal was last night.. slept at one plussss.
was super beat, so its okay.. haha ((:

reached gombak(bakwa, okay i'm being retarded.) at like 2pm?
just in time to catch the 100! phew!
then went with ana banana ((: to the pit where there was guy's triple jump..
then sat there and watched while teh guys just looked super pro o.O
and i was just watch watch watching. haha..
and like i think jumps are waay cool.
you can "PASS" a jump okay!?
that is like woah.
i mean, you can't pass a race? you can pass a test but not a race?!
i wanna take jumps man.
if they remove the sand pit. i don't fancy sand much, unless i'm at the beach.. haha..
then as i was waiting for ana to change before going to the pit,
i saw this "KOREAN" guy that was SO DASHING
HE CHARMED THE PANTS OFF ME. by just standing there.
-fans self.
actually, i'm not sure if he's korean. but he was wearing the NUM "KOREA" play top.
so i just assumed. and jkchwkhdlwoiwhedo SO DASHINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to melt into a puddle and slide across to his feet o.O
and go "SARANGHAE!! SARANGHAE!!" at the top of my voice(which is v loud)
ahahahhahaha, i'm going mad.

anyways, at the pit, i felt RETARDED.
i swear.
like, when ana went to warm up, i walked away cos i was alone and had nobody to talk to so....
then ana told me that it was the last jump so might as well watch then go back to change and go warm up..
so i did.. but i had like walked to like the high jump place alr! so stupid, but still walked back. o.O
then watched the last jump and then walked back like ALL ALONE.
i could sing the song "ALL BY MYSELF" and totally commiscerate with it pls!
zomgg.
haahha.

then like before going to jog, twin showed me our special socks!!
and i wore them too!
the mixed spongbob and winnie pooh ones!! ((:
and we wore same sides also!
it was sooooo coool!!! ((:
hahaha.. she called me and i rn up, stripped my shoes and showed her my socks too!! ((:

and now i'm currently working on my chem VA(varied assesment) which is to be presented tmr and like fully utilising my poetic brain cells coming up with poems for chemical molecules like carbon disulfide, bromine pentafluoride and nitrogen chloride.
shall post the poems later.

ARISTAL
was super fun!!
got to dress up!! to the sixes, i mean it was below the nines, about a six..
went to grace's house where i was helping them curl hair.
and i curled my hair to church today... but like the curls came off before going to gombak. bahh' or i would have had pretty curls!! anyways, back to yesterday..
wore my new cheap heels that were absolutely KILLER.
i'm amazed i managed to run today. i mean, i love high high heels, but yesterday's ones almost killed me cos i think i've not worn heels in ages! unused to it i guess, i still rmb when i would RUN IN 3 INCH HEELS. zomgg.

i felt like some cantankerous BEAST when i saw the dancers, like i wanna be a dancer now.
serious, they all look so pretty in their costumes and wendy was SO WOMANLY when she danced?! i told grace "i feel like some rough callous BEAST."
and i told her that we must tie towels on out batons so we can have like the silk sash like the chinese dancers?! wahaha. and i was like zomggg. i feel bestial!!! ugh, rough and callous. and i was saying how we look SUPER UNGLAM when we're performing best, like we have permanent bad face day when we run but dancers all look so good?! hahaha. unfair. and came up with plans about how we shall make ourselves look good on the track which was retarded.. haha.. i wanted to say lets wear false eyelashes, i think we'd look so nice!! just that like we probably will die cos the falsies will like just be uncomfortable.. hahaha..

here are the pictures ((:
quite sad that there was no full length cos i wore my top/dress from topshop and if there was full length can see my pretty pretty shoes!!!
shall ask u-u to send me the pics, till then..

mar
wendy
ching
me

the pretty ballerina queen!
love the outfit!

RED SILK SASH!!
i want

dancers

ip western dancers
their sleepy music
played when we
trained
and we felt like
sleeping
now we see the
actions

arabian ballerinas
love the outfitt!!!

the adidas jacket guy
wahaha.

u-u
grace
me
mar
ching
<3

blurr

not long enough arms

prom-ish?
its in the lift ((:

love this pic ((:

Friday, May 25, 2007

Fri, 25 May 2007 14:04:15 GMT

loms is mad!
"GIYYIDYILHNH/LOHL/H."
omg, crazy.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wed, 23 May 2007 13:52:48 GMT

i like a new song.

"I Don't Love You" by my chemical romance.
sounds angsty. in a badd nadd moody mood now.
grrrr.
i'm opening a private blog now.
will let the people that ask know.
bahh'

lyrics here.

I Don't Love You

When you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

and the other nice song,

Don't Write Me Off

It’s never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there’s actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I’ve met you, my whole life has changed
It’s not just my furniture, you’ve rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you’ve brought me back
And I haven’t felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet

For years I’ve been telling myself, the same old story
That I’m happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you’ve given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you’ve killed all my plants

And though I know, I’ve already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t write me off just yet

i feel better already ((:

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wed, 23 May 2007 13:31:58 GMT

today was the "i mugged for 5 hours" day!
taaa daaaa!!!!
so you see, shalom can actually sit down to study.
of course, with power naps, magazine breaks, toilet breaks, go buy food breaks, cold storage breaks and talk to people breaks.. haha..
THANKS MAR FOR STUDYING WITH ME ((:

had chinese oral today..
zomgggg.
almost died.
question was about some comics thingy and i spoke to the laoshi in english. zomggg.
kill me.
my mastery of the chinese language is zilch. inexistent.

oof! i just painted my nails on a whim from the nail colour that changes colour in the sun..
bought a pair of heels from mondo too ((:
its a round toed pair of nude gold pumps..
the front is a short cover so can see some toe-sies but its the design according to the shop assistant..
bought it anyway..
mummy paid (:

tried out the aristal outfit..
one word.
hmmmmmmmmmm
i have lots of doubts.
the front looks okay but the back........ hmmmmmmm
unsure..
i think i look fat fat fat like a pig pig pig.
BAHHHH'

studied at kap today..
saw SO MANY pple..
figured out they all went for the ngee ann poly open house..
ate at bukit timah food center before going to kap with mar and ching..
ching left early to meet her parents..
bought McVites digestives from cold storage..
btw, the kap cold storage is REALLY cold!!
serious! but i still bought cold drinks, just because.

digestives are super healthy i swear.
i feel... cleansed? detoxed? hahahha.
not really..

GAHHHH'
GOT PFT 5 ITEMS TOMORROW!!
EEW EEW EEW TO THE POWER OF INFINITY!!
ZOMGGGGGGGG.
UGHHHHH
i'm just gonna make sure that i don't get a bronze.
just make sure my sit and reach can pass.
i suck at stretching.
serious.
i just dont want pe anymore...
zomggg.

i'm in an unhappy, unlikeable mood now.

oh! but i feel accomplished!
did like until question2 of tutorial 2 for differentiation 5a
smart smart smart feeling..

as a hindsight, i feel that my life is super UNINTERESTING now.
like zomgggg.
boooooooriiinnnnggggggggg.

shall find entertainment now.
BAHH'
(told you i was in a bad mood)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22 May 2007 14:41:37 GMT

yes, pictures of monday (yesterday)
and please forgive the one in the top.
i look preggers (pregnant) with uhm. huge boobs?! hahahaha.

big boobs.
ugh. look fat
D:

my lunch ((:

in the changing room
"one person only"

and ana just gave a flying kiss for my hurting butt.
hahaha. i said she kissed my ass in the literal sense. hahahahha.
toodles<3

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22 May 2007 14:23:00 GMT

i forgot to blog about that day.

SATURDAY.
zomgggg. damn damn damn HAPPY!!!

went for dinner at fish and co. at the glass house..
was super happy!
like, whole world lost weight huh! and everybody's 2.4 improved! zomgg.
wahaha.
went retarded as usual ((:
LOVED IT.
it was SOOOO many pple's birthday! zomgg.
and so like they kept singing the "where she go? fish and co.!" song.. hahaha
yow kept singing along.. whaahha..
then we all ordered like nice nice fish and rice! and yow and sam shared saefood platter for two.. but, of course, i also helped them finish with cheong la.. hahahahaha.. felt pig-like.
ate SOOOO much.
for drinks we had, this sharkie freeze thingy? which is a HUGEMONGOUS with 2 straws. haha
settling the bill was like $132.70.. o.O
haha. and as usual, all of us except eun owed sam lee money.. hahahah..
sadly, ali couldn't come that day )):
so it was animal farm - 1.
but it was still good ((:
took pictures cos i asked bei to bring a camera, so thank me bei!
and ZOMGGG.
when i was econs project-ing at ching's house bei suddenly called me.
"OMGGG! SHALOM!! I SEE *****N!!!!! HE'S LIKE 5 METERS AWAY FROM ME! AND WITH HIS MALE FRIEND." bei was practically shouting hence the caps.
"OMGGG! REALLY!! OMG OMG OMG! IS THE FRIEND CUTE ANOT?!?!!??! OMG OMG! NO FAIR!" and i started scratching ching's table..
in the background was jiazhi saying "omgg, they're both damn ugly"
"NO. BOTH ALSO DAMN UGLY."
"fine. you win.bye."
hahhaa.. i almost DIED.
i wanted to rush to town IMMEDIATELY!!
zomgggg.
hahaha.
anyways, here are some pics from that day after dinner ((:
bei hasnt uploaded the rest yet.. so till then..

[L-R] cheong, eun, zhi, sam,
me(behind), yow, bei(behind)

LOVE!

LOVE ME AGAIN! <3

today.
went to school for 5 items supposedly at like 940! o.O
then mr sham was busy so me and ching slept at the grandstand until like 1040?! one hour pls.. zomgg.
then woke up and called him but he said he was busy so we're doing it with miss koh on thursday..
oh ya, ponned gp before that. sighh. the teacher acrtually commended my paragraph(according to jamie) darn! should have gone for a bit of feeling good.. hahah..
then went to kap with ching to meet mar and artons to study.
i finished my differentiation tutorial one okay! accomplishment. haha.
saw a NJ couple totally pda-ing la!! zomggg. so uglyyy. hahhahaa
then kelly came before his soccer friends came after that..
saw the "chosen one" wahaahha!
then i went for so many excursions to cold storage which was REALLY cold.
and i bought seventeen! and fiona xie is so pretty!!
then went back to study..
and this soccer guy, shuming, i think, was reading seventeen.
zomggg.
totally reminded me of hanwei who used to read cleo mag and we'd just take it.. haha..
except that of course, the latter is like O.o better looking.. hahahah.. even mar too said so..
hahhhaa..
then anyways, lest to go back to shcool for training..
today was light workout..
relay passing.
and i am like a SNAIL.
SNAIL SNAIL SNAIL.
so slowww!!!!! zomggggg!!!!!!
BAHH'
like woah. i was so slow to the point of slowy-ness..
then did curve running. and my style, correction. i have no style.
sucks! ughh'
i think we should open a shopping cca!
i'll be president!!

talking about shopping..
yesterday, i went shopping with grace before training..
went to study at taka coffee bean.. then went to walk and i got a top/dress.
its a long top that i deem fit to be a dress.
its black from topshop <33
its really shapeless and i got a bigger size since its a dress wannabe..
so i decided on monochrome and got a thin white patent belt..
whined a hell lot to grace about how i felt it wasn't worth it?!??!
darling, she tried to comfort me for the 13867656786 hours that i whined about.. hahahha..
i kept on whine whine whine WHINE-ING!!!
anyways, i'm really happy about it now.. hahha.
not really happy, but happy..
cos i think i look like a nun..
so i think i look really holy-shmoly..
and all i need is a habit and a cross and a white thingy over my shoulders.
of course, i've gotta lengthen the dress alot la..
hahahha.. then i'll be THE NUN.
shall take pics of it when i wear and yall can see the holy side of me..
thanks grace for the everything!! <33

shall go off now.
toodles!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sun, 20 May 2007 14:08:22 GMT

mood-o-meter: LOVEY DOVEY <33

i've just finished watching music and lyrics, yes, i have the dvd.. haha.

it rocks. honestly does.
its like AWW SO SWEET!!!

and i'm totally in love with hugh grant right now.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE his british accent. its so like crisp, maybe its just because its him.
he's one very sexy old man. haha
LOVE HUGH GRANT TO THE MAXXXX.

i like drew barrymore too ((:
and the girl, cora, is soooo pretty! zomgg.

i love this show. its wonderful.
feels like a movie marathon.
watched 2 movies alr. haha.
cried in both. why why why?
haha.

i need to get clothes.
i need money.
i need shoes.
i need accessories.
i need need NEED.
actually want.

oh well. getting nonsensical.
BAHH'
i want so many things. oof and i love the song signal fire from snow patrol! as i do home by daughtry.
seriously, i'm getting music-fied. haha.

YAY! NO SCHOOL TMR!
WHOOTS!
oh and i love the song sang by hugh grant in music and lyrics too!
its called "Don't Write Me Off"
love it.
its so sweet.

the movie itself is so sweet!
i'm totally dreaming now.. haha.
LOVE IT!